where has everyone gone?

where has everyone gone?

Throughout my life I have known so many interesting and amazing people. And, I have watched so many of them fade out of my life, as well as each others lives. So many people talk about how they were once so close with a person and wish that they were once again. Yet, the majority of the time it doesnt happen.

But, what is the turning point - or if there is none, then why?

I can only assume that It's natural; that people grow apart, and move on to different parts of their lives. People have interests and preferences, they expand, grow and forget I guess. I think that it's nothing offensive the majority of the time, and that it just happens. the same goes for growing together with people, it just seems to happen.

The truth for me is, I still care about everyone I have ever befriended in some way, even if it's not much (given the exception of a few who have forcefully pushed me otherwise). I have had a huge amount of amazing experiences with so many different people, that to just forget would be retarded. I mean it may sound odd, but I mean it, everyone that I know means something to me, and I really don't hate anyone. As for my growing apart with others, It's nothing personal on my part; I as well have fell into life's pattern. But, as I said, I still care. I still think so many of you are really awesome and interesting.

The same goes for the people who I have never had a chance to really become close with. I have met so many people who intrigue me and who really seem like incredible people. It's a shame.



Haha, I could laugh at myself for analyzing this whole ordeal.
But, I mean, it's true, to me at least.

And, maybe I am a big loser for saying this,
but you all really do mean a lot to me in some way, or did.
I really have met some amazing people.


So I mean, thank you and if you ever want to talk, or grab a coffee, or go on a quest, maybe shoot up some heroine, whatever.


I am here